<-----The Real Me

[Karen]

Hi Stan Fans,
I know I haven't been here, for a very long time, but been having a self discovery, to find me again; the little girl, who I was, before I moved to the Central Valley of California.........the person, who was happy, excited about everything, a go-getter & a person, who would think 1st & was a great reader, reading several books at a time. Also, I've been working on myself, with some help, to become the person of whom I was meant to be as well as happier, more energized, a reader again & someone I can love again, because if you don't love yourself, who can....

I want to apologize to anyone who I hurt, critized in any way, upset anyone & mislead; I really, honestly didn't mean to & have thought about this, in pictures, as well as looked in the mirror, for any mysticisms, that was due to anything I had done wrong. I do think I was put on the spot & was in the middle of something, when I 1st came on the net (at home); & I do take any & all responsibility to anyone, of whom, I offended.

Since I've been working on myself & have found what a beautiful, intelligent, warm, real person, that I've been working on how I can improve myself to become better, happier & the best person I can be; I've become a reader, thinking more & more in pictures, creating new & exciting things, volunteering @ the Thrift Store, cooking as well as walking, looking in the mirror & getting rid of the old & starting brand new. I've also created an Integrated Page, within my Main Page: www.facebook.com/Karen.Venn, that I made, after learning I had to get rid of any Mysticisms; www.facebook.com/MissKarensIntegrationPage, as well as gotten rid of Profiles I don't need, revamping the Profiles I'm keeping & now going through all the Boards I was on.

Since I'm now going through all the boards, I visited often (due to absolute boredom), I'll be: posting similar messages, changing my, fake name, to my real name (except here, since Karen is my real name), revamp Profiles & only visiting each board 1/month, to update you on any activities, share my thoughts & be an honest Value Creator, not who I was before; if I'm still accepted here, I will be glad to share things & more as well as anything else I think you might like or want to see for yourself.

Have a grand Thanksgiving, be as honest as you can & create, create CREATE.

Honest Value Creator,
Karen

[Karen]

During the last month, I've been creating word necklases: Integrated Honesty, Self-Leader, Value Creator, Creation (with Creates, bracelet), & Peace On Earth (with Peace, bracelet); tomorrow & Thursday's, will be: God-Woman, necklas, with God-Man, bracelet. I'll be creating 3 more necklases, with bracelts for certain words, each month; these are positive, productive words that will encourage me to go forward. & that's what I'm doing & planning on doing.

Earlier in the month, I made some Peanut Butter Icing, then made some cupcakes, which turned out ok; that Saturday, my Mom & I made some dark fruitcakes (which later, my mom made some light fruitcakes); that Sunday, I cleared off that Sorting/Tagger's table, & was able to put a lot of that stuff into the store; that Monday, my Mom & I went Holiday shopping for my Daddy, then wrapped them up later on & put them under our tree. That Tuesday morning I made the cookie dough, then put it in the fridge, for Wednesday; I did that before work, so it will firm up, in time for me to make cookies that Wednesday. I also made some Royal Icing as well as some fondant cookies, before baking the cookies; that Thursday, my Daddy & I went Holiday shopping for my Mom, then wrapped the gifts & put them under our tree, that night. That Friday, I walked around fountains at a nearby Centre, then went shopping for ingredients, for a salad I made for a Holiday Party that Sunday; that Saturday, I made some Holiday cards & rested up for the Hospice Volunteer Party, the next day. I made a fruit salad (cottage cheese, yellow tomatoes, apples, raspberries, blueberries, sour cream, bananas & nuts) to the Hospice Volunteer Party & was a hit at the party & others told me it was good, then took the rest home & my parents & I finished it off Monday. There was all kinds of stuff & was careful, to make sure it didn't have any fish in it, then they had desserts galore & I had a piece of Carrot Cake that was really good.

I've also been working on myself, to make myself a better person & become the person I want to be & was meant to be; I've been looking in the mirror, at least, 1/day, asking myself ?? as well as getting rid of any mysticisms, guilts, fears, among others, then end with positive words, which will help me move forward in life. I'm discovering that I do have lots of mysticisms, which I've already gotten rid of quite of few & 1 of the fears that has a common denominator (Golden Gate Bridge & Lady Liberty---Common Denominator: height) as well as why my ears ring a certain way whenever I see either of those, which is becoming less & less; I can't wait for more exciting mysticisms to get rid of, so I can move forward with my life. I'm also asking other questions, that actually my be a mysticism & am continuing to find answers, by viewing in pictures; & I'm having tons of fun getting rid of my mysticisms.

Well untill next yr, have a safe & wonderful holiday, a grand 2013 & by all means have fun, fun fun

Happy Holidays,
Karen